Airplane trip, Death, Month of May....Anxiety?

This month has been a rough month and it hasn't been two weeks yet. On may 1, O.B.L. was killed, which caused some anxiety. I expect retaliation. My boss scheduled a work trip for me, which includes a 5 hour flight. I scared of planes. I had my palm read this past thursday and the lady looked at my palm , hesitates for a split second and told me a energy will go in and out and told me i would have 2 kids by reading to lines on the side of my hand (not my palm), made me suspicious and i watched a documentary on tupac, life and death. I had a dream about blood (my period), i was wiping it up, there was a coffin with an important political person inside, and talk of the devil/politics, history putting things into motion. I woke up this morning, and found i peed in the bed. I feel so anxious and I can't concentrate. I'm scared. I don't know what to think. I feel like something will happen to me. Please explain.